I was called a “Korean-Washed” today and I felt very upset. What makes me Korean-Washed? Because you heard a few korean songs played from my CD player? Well then I’m Japanese-washed too, and chinese-washed, and kmung-washed, and laotian-washed. Don’t forget Thai-washed too.

HEY, you know what? I’m ASIAN-WASHED. Wow! If you’re going to categorize me, atleast do it correctly. It’s not fair for all my other race-faces you know?

Well, this is a first that I’ve ever been so into politics and current events (since 9/11). It’s heart breaking what’s happening to Thailand. To think that the leaders surrendering might calm down the situation. Things just got more crazy. Why would you want to burn down your damn city?! You think your life is over so burning down the city is no big deal?

Missy was on and her lameself got me into stalking Thai celebrities and their twitters LOL.

Well, here’s a few quotes, most specificially from May 19th, the day the city burned.

“Can ya’ll not burn the tires? Its really fucking up the ozone I think that’s about the worst thing you can do to the ozone layer.”
-Way from Thaitanium

“I want my CTW!! This is bullshit!! Where to go shopping and eat now!!!! So sad!”
-The spoiled dumbass Lydia

“instead of burning tires burn marijuana everyone can use a good stoning out at this point”
-UTT, MTV VJ

“i miss bangkok in the rain. actually right now i just miss bangkok the way it should be with everyone living in peace and love and respecting the king… “
-Taya Rogers

For his acceptance speech, he started off with a joke: “since I was born, I have never gotten this award before”. Everyone laughed because it’s the first annual Nataraja awards. He thanked the Confederation of the Thai Radio and Television Association, the sponsor, the host, and the presenter of the Nataraja awards. Then he began to talk about Thailand and the King:

“This is an award I received for playing a father role. I would like your permission now to talk about our father (the King of Thailand) briefly na ha. A father is a pillar to a house (Thailand) na ha. My house is very big. We have many people living together. Since I was born, this house was very beautiful–beautiful and homely. For it to be like this, the ancestors of our father, lost sweat, lost blood, traded their lives to be able to build this house. Up to this point, this father, he is still fatigued in keeping up with this house and in caring for the happiness of each person who lives at this house. If someone is angry at another, whoever, and then passed that anger down to our father, hate our father, insult our father, and have thoughts about chasing our father away of this house. I would have to walk up to that person and say, if you hate our father, and do not love our father anymore, you should leave, because this is our father’s house. Because this is our father’s kingdom. I love our King. I believe that everyone here loves our King too. We are the same color. This head I bestow for the King. Thank you!”
–Lyn’s Blog

I visit Lyn’s blog like a hundred times a day lol. Today she posted this clip up. Thought I would share it with everyone too. I thought this speech was incredible and very moving. There’s chaos in Thailand right now involving politics that has some civilians living in fear due to the violence. Aof just wants to remind the Thai people that they are all one color, to reunite and love each other as before.

Pinky Savika is one beautiful woman. I’ve watched her work since she was a child and I was a huge fan whenever she appeared on screen. She had that cool spunk. Her voice was full of attitude and brattiness. Perfect for a bratty kid! Unfortunately she brought that up with her as she grew up. I stopped watching her work since she has been casted as a “leading lady.” How am I suppose to know if I haven’t watched any of her work? Well, I watched a trailer of one of her lakorn, and it convinced me she wasn’t worth watching lol. She was like a child in a grown woman’s body. The way she talks, it bugs me. Like a kid throwing a tantrum.

Aside from that, her attitude really bugs the hell out of me. In one of her interviews, she talked down on actresses who did bikini shoots to get to where they are, and that she didn’t need to do any bikini shoots to be famous. I guess her fame went down because later she came out with hella bikini shoots. At the moment, she’s being labeled as a mistress, I don’t really care for what she does with her personal life, we don’t all know the truth behind the curtains. But I hate the fact that she uses her “single status” as a way to confirm that she is not a mistress and if she is, it’s not wrong. Like wtf? “I’m single and whatever I do is not wrong, I can go anywhere I want, It can’t be wrong.” <—that’s what she said.

She’s a beautiful woman and can get any guy she basically want, but I guess she’s been turned down because the way her mind works is a complete turn off. I thought her and Aum was a beautiful couple. After the breakup, he found himself an even more beautiful and smart woman, Nat Myria. Pinky went after Songkran, and announced their dating through the media. Unfortunately, Songkran came out and denied it, and confirmed that he was courting Aff. Oh my, total embarrassment for Pinky. I feel sorry for the chick though. I’m sure something went on between Pinky and Songkran, but it seems like Pinky came out without discussing it with Songkran. As a couple, especially in the media light, this is something important that you should talk together. I think that’s what pisses me off about Waii and 2PM’s Junsu. I’m sure something went on between them too. But she didn’t discuss it with Junsu at all and blurted it all out to the media like a dumb fangirl.

Anyway, Pinky’s contract for ch 7 is going to end soon. I HOPE AND PRAY she doesn’t sign with ch 3. T__T Ken is in ch 3 and I would hate for her talentless self to star in something with the talented Ken. LOL. Good luck in your million dollar Bollywood movie, Pinky. The movie’s not even out yet and you’re already bragging about how rich you are from the film. Don’t think you can run off to Bollywood when you fail the Thai industry due to your running mouth. You’re just beauty on the outside, your talent is lacking everywhere else.

Lately I’ve been very, very, very stressed out about my little kid bro. I lose my temper on him every day. That kid has like millions of secret weapon up his sleeves on how to annoy the hell out of everyone. One of this most used weapon is his crying. I seriously hate crying kids (unless you’re my niece. That baby cries so cute, I bug her on purpose lol).

There’s a million things I can complain about on him, but I just want to talk about the other day’s event. He went fishing again after I forbid him to do so. I hate when people go fishing when they’re not even going to eat the fish. Animal cruelty! He brought up 3 fishes, one died and the other 2 he threw into the POOL! Arggg!!!!!

I made him break his fishing pole so he wouldn’t go out again. I felt very terrible for making him do that and I still do. But he surely didn’t care. He knows he’d get his way and go fishing again anyway. I hate to push my beliefs on him and I decided I won’t anymore. It’s not right and if he wants to be selfish, let him. My words won’t make a difference in his world.

*sigh* Since I moved out, he has claimed my room for sleeping. I don’t mind him sleeping in there, but he has touched everything of mine and broke just about whatever he touches. Everything I keep is all about memories and are gifts, and so when he touches them and breaks them, all hell breaks loose. He has totally killed the leg of the table my sister and brother in law built me. He has destroyed the limited edition poster I got as a gift. He has taken out my box of old gifts and emptied it out, replacing it with his pokemon cards. He has broken my cow gifts I got from Missy. He has poked holes in pictures I have! Everything!!!!!!! I can’t kick him out really, because my parents says he should have his own room. We have an extra bedroom, and I’m upset because he’s not allowed to sleep there! He has broken everything in the house…all the windows, all the doors, he drew over my mother’s precious Mary statue outside…everything.

:( He’s 11 now. I can’t wait until he outgrows this stage of his. I remember when my little sister outgrew it. I was extremely happy because she was the last kid…THEN my brother came along and I knew I would have to deal w/ it again.

I love that brat and I hate to lose my temper on him. I hate yelling at him. I hate lecturing him. I hate how I have to tell him every time he can’t watch teen and R rated cartoons. I hate how I have to tell him to do things he should ALREADY know, because we’ve told him a hundred times. I hate how we have to force him to do his homework and extra work because he’s failing in school. My mom’s always coming to his rescue. I’m so tired and worn out from him. I guess I’ll just give him a dose of the silent treatment with a side dish of ignoring. That would help with my patience. I’m a big sister, so I shouldn’t fuss too much, and I won’t anymore. I decided I’ll just move to the basement. I was content with living in the basement since we first bought the house. Everyone claimed a room already (and a room was reserved for any guest) and so I didn’t have one. The house was big enough for all the kids to have their own room. Sharing was out of the question. That was when I said living in the basement would be okay. My sister got married and moved away before we moved here, so that gave me a room. Anyway, living down here will get me away from the drama upstairs. Plus, my baby loves hanging out in the basement. ^_^

I just spent like 3 hours looking over CBF memories. Man, they were good times. The forum’s full of history. Please don’t ever get deleted T_T

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By: Sue Thanapol

Don’t be surprised that no matter how long it’s been,
time can’t stir my heart to switch from you.
It would probably be impossible, when my heart is bound to only you.

Even when dreaming, in my dream I only have you.
I couldn’t divide my love to give to anyone else.
Now that I’ve found you, it’s like I’ve found my purpose.
Now that I have you, I don’t need anyone else.
Yesterday, I loved you.
Today, I love you.
Tomorrow, I’ll still love you.
I’m content in having you.
From now on, no one else is going to understand me as well as you.
In return, I’ll give you one love, one heart.

Just like the ocean is enfolded by the sand,
no one would be able to sever this heart.
Regardless of time rolling by,
I’m even more confident we’re meant for each other

Missy:ill get my axe
Muddie: let’s kill junjin =D
Missy: pretend im choppin off a tree during camping
Missy:end up chopping seunghee instead
Dae: OMGG LOL
Dae: Missy U KILLER
Lucee: hahahah LOL
Missy: LOL
Muddie: why the hell u gonna chop a tree for?!?! LOL
Dae: LOL I NOE HUHH
Muddie: ur punishment for stealing logs?
Missy:FOR fire woood
Missy: DUHH JK L OL
Dae: ahhah
Trangie: AHHAHAHAHAHA
Lucee: seunghee will haunt u
Missy:LOL
Trangie: LOL
Missy: i dont mind
Lucee: season 4 = the return of shinseunghee
Lucee: then season 5 – Missy’s revenge
Missy: season 6 – dead cbfers
Missy: lol
Lucee: hahahah LOLLLl
Dae: LOL
Muddie: LOL
Lucee: season 7 – reincarnation
Muddie: season 7 – Missy + leesooman’s child gets revenge
Missy: loooool
Dae: LOOL
Lucee: subtiitle: the birth of the devils
Lucee: LOL
Dae: hahahah
Muddie:hahaha
Missy: season 8 – saving the world
Lucee: HAHAHHAHA LOL
Muddie: hhahaha
Lucee: we’re ur childeren
Missy: season 9 – devils of cbf gone
Muddie: season 9 – go go power rapers
Missy: season 10 – Missy wins the end
Muddie: ugh u suck
Dae: LOOL
Muddie: HAHAHAHA
Lucee: LOLLLLLL

Dae: LOl at least we have CBF on the gifts for us hahahh
Dae: & the C stands for CLICK-B LOOL
Muddie: UGH I GOT YOU GUYS THAT AND I’M NOT EVEN A REAL FAN
Muddie: so if i didn’t get that you guys would have just gotten ur names on it
Missy: WHO KaRES *FREEZE POWER* jk
Muddie: HAHHAAHAA
Lucee: BLOWS FIRE
Missy: lOLLLLLLLLLLLL
Muddie: -disappears-
Dae: hahah yeaah *pours water
Dae: -_-;
Missy: water power LOLLLLLLLLLl
Lucee: HAHAHAHAH LMAOO WTH is dae’s power? POURS WATER? LMAOOOO OMG
Dae: LOOOL
Muddie: AHHAHAHAA
Missy: LOL I KNOWWWWWWWWWW
Dae: i have WATER POWER
Missy: sounded hella SAD LOL
Missy: dont u got any other power
Muddie: Missy: DAE! HELP US! IT’S TOO STRONG!
Muddie: Dae: Hold up! T_T The cap is hard to twist off
Lucee: LOLL we’re all fighting and u c dae runnin in with a water bottle and goes crazy spashin
Dae: HEY wat if u guys are DYING OF THIRST when ur fighting
Dae: thenc omes in dae & saves ur SORRY BUTTS!
Dae: OW crap almost burnt myself wit stupid candle
Dae: STUPID LUCEE HAHAH LOL
Missy: *FREEZE POWER* all better jk lol
Lucee: THATS WAT U GETT LOLLLLLL
Dae: DONT NEED U
Dae: *pours water on hand
Dae: ahhh feel so much better
Missy: LOOOOL
Dae: LOL
Lucee: ure gonna freeze her finger
Missy: u know ice works better
Missy: water just dissolves on ur hand
Missy: goshhh
Dae: LOOL
Missy: THERES ICE PACKS FOR BURNS
Missy: *makes an ice cube*
Dae: YEAH but u dun freeze ur fingers LOL
Lucee: soemones gonna burn their hair and missy’s all wanntin to help and freeze it lol
Missy: LOLLL

Lucee: OK! one day there was a grl named muddie and missy
Lucee: walking on the forest
Muddie: died
Muddie: and then
Lucee: and then
Dae:: x_x
Muddie: lucee ate them
Lucee: Dae pops up
Lucee: THE end
Lucee: LOLLLL
Dae:: HEY LOOL
Lucee: <_<
Missy: LETS KILL OFF SEUNGHEE…damn limit……….LOLLLL…LLOL…
Muddie: hahahahhahaha
Muddie: ur so late