Hello, my name is Muddie Murda.

You may know me from places such as school, work, my own home, sarNworld, Soompi, or wherever else you roam.

There’s three you shouldn’t bother asking because I’ll never answer it honestly.

• Real Name
• Birthday
• Ethnicity

If I introduce myself to you as Muddie, then I am Muddie to you. Don’t ask further. Actually if I release my name, you could dig your way into finding what Ethnicity I am. Ethnicity isn’t important to me. Does knowing these facts make the world a better place? Does it help you sleep at night? Does it sooth all your pain inside?

“Where are you from?” North Carolina. “No, where are you really from?” My mother? I know what you mean, foo, I just don’t want to answer your question.

Personality
I’m the type who sees the good in everyone and everything. My world is made of marshmallows because I allow it to be. Why let the negatives surround you when you have fluffy awesome happiness wanting to get into your world too? Even if your negatives outweigh the positives, take that little positive speck and spread it.

I’m an independent person. I won’t bother others for anything. If I need an answer, I’ll search for it. If I can’t find it, then I will slowly stick up an index finger for help. I hate to depend on others.

As friendly as I am, I don’t get personal with people. I’ve become more of an open person, but I don’t like to brag about me, ya know? ^_^ When I’m with you, it’s all about you. I like to hear you talk. I like to see you smile. I like to hear you laugh. This probably sums it up to: I’m a peaceful person.

I hate it when someone hates something I love just because they know I love it. Just the thought of them looking down on it pisses me off. But just to rub it in their face, I love it more and blast it in front of their face.

I don’t like to associate myself with those who look down on others. Sure I may see a positive side of them, but I don’t want their negative dust to rub off on me.

If I hate you, it’s probably got something to do with my friends. I don’t let people get to me. Do whatever you want. I don’t care. But if you like to play around with my friends, I like to play around with you too. If you like to look down on people, I like to step way below your level and break you down from there.

If you hate me, that makes me like you more. Give me a chance eh? You probably stepped into my world with this dark fluffy cloud around you. Look at me from the bright side, you’ll like me. I may be the nicest and most caring person you’ll ever meet.

Friends
I hold them in the category of family. I have five close friends. They know all about me and I know all about them. They’re the kind that I can always call and bother without feeling bad.

Music
I’m not gifted with musical talents but I am gifted with the love to accept all music. You may hear me bumping up Country music one day and Bollywood music another day. Lookthoong one day and Hip Hop the next. Classical music one day and Pop the next day. I love all types of music. Try me.

I’m a proud supporter of Joni & Louis Raptor, D2B, TAKE, Shinhwa, Big Bang, Lee Hyori, Earn Jirawan, Dunk Phunkorn, 2NE1, 1TYM, May Doni, and August Band.

What Keeps Me Smiling & Going
My Mom. My family. My friends. Myself.

The biggest battle you’ll ever fight is the battle with yourself. I’ve fought with myself and got to the point where I almost let myself fall. Lucky for me, my instinct picked up and I reached out a hand to pull myself up. We became friends and we stayed friends since.

Even when the world falls; even when everyone leaves me; even when the marshmallows melt away; even when the sky refuses to shine onto my world, I will always have me. I will pick myself up. I will build me a new world. I will build a sky that shines.