I first heard of this site when someone sent me a message through Soompi asking if I could help her with a personal order. She linked me to Angeland and I was amazed with all the products that the site has. But I’m not much a shopper so I didn’t buy anything personally for me.
Thanksgiving was coming up and I wanted some plano lenses to wear with my glasses because I wouldn’t be able to wear prescribed lenses that week. So it was 3 weeks before Thanksgiving and I didn’t know if I could make it in time. I googled everywhere for people who had lenses in stock and had them great prices. I debated over 3-4 sellers until I remember Angeland. I went straight to her site and she had exactly what I needed in stock. Not only that but there was FREE shipping AND a coupon for 10% off of the lenses! What?! I know right? Thanksgiving is this week and I got my lenses right on time and at the best pricing. I don’t think anyone else can offer such a great price. Seriously, I did the research! ^_^
That’s what I always say to my younger sister. That’s the difference between the two of us. She may work faster than me and get things done quicker, but my ending results looks better and better organized. My mom always get upset about the horrible work my sister does at time, but my mom gets more upset over me for how much slower I work. I don’t think she’s realizing that although my sister works faster, it’s 2x the work for my mom and I because we always have to go through my sister’s work again and fix all her mistakes.
For the past few months though, I’ve been eating my own words. Always looking for less expensive items to buy because they’re more than half the price, but the quality is horrible and I’m always ashamed when I have to show it off. So I’ve decided to be all about quality again. It’s been a few months and the prices are now 3x as much as what I used to pay but quality is what’s important.
“When you are hurt, you learn to hate. On the other hand, when you hurt someone, you are resented. But you start to feel guilty as well. Understanding such pain enables you to be kind to others.”
-Jiraiya, from Naruto
According to one Korean beauty, Lee Do-kyoung. Sadly, she came on a talk show and said she wouldn’t date men shorter than 5′9″ (180cm) because they’re “lusers” as she spells it. She’s pretty ignorant. This show was suppose to show case “brains” and “beauty” because they were college ladies. Not only was her comment not intelligent but her spelling of loser was off as well. Worst of all, two members of Super Junior were present on the talk show and they were not anywhere over 180cm. Let’s just say, they have very dedicated fans.
Anyway…as stupid as her dumb comment was, I’m pretty happy. Why? Because Taeyang is not over 180cm so she won’t be laying a finger on him. Muahahhahahaha <3 In fact, he’s probably shorter than my little sister. I don’t care, because I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE HIM.
Work really stresses me out. I don’t think I’ve ever hated something so much lol. Every day I get upset when I have go into work. I hate dealing with the customers and sometimes I just hate the place. Sometimes I love the place, sometimes the customers are okay. It’s a love and hate relationship.
At work, I get frustrated really easily but I try really hard to suppress all of that. Just because I’m mad at one customer, I shouldn’t put my frustration on another. Everyone deserves respect and it’d be unfair and selfish of me to let it out on another customer. I shouldn’t dedicate less because my previous customer didn’t appreciate my help.
It’s hard to stay so nice though. That face of mine has its limits. It’s never worked 8 hours a day straight before. Haha. I feel bad because when work is over, I put my nice face away and throw on the “fuck off” face. And who do I see when I don’t work? My family. They have to deal with my horrible attitude. This is why my job is unhealthy for me.
Some situations have me even more upset. I feel I’m not being treated right. My rank in the workplace is 2nd last and I’ll tell you why. Because of some mix up, I was erased from their system, so I wasn’t paid correctly. None of my IDs worked, so I was using other people’s until they could get it fixed. I can’t get my monthly bonuses because the system can’t track my work since I’m not using my own ID. I can’t do anything about it because it’s out of my hand. Upper management can’t do anything about it until “someone” fixes it. WTF? It’s been months! Since early August! I give props to my new manager though. She’s working hard to get everything fixed and slowly things are coming together. It makes me mad thinking about the whole situation. Sometimes I just feel like crying and cursing. Wait, not sometimes…all the times. Like right now. T_T No matter how hard I work, I’m treated lower than everyone else.
Aside from that, their work systems suck. Holy mofo, I’ve never worked with such slow ass applications. Maybe that’s the worst part of all. Working as fast as I can to get everything resolved, but then life pauses for the freaking damn application to process the information.
I dread going into work. I’ve never skipped work so much before and I’ve never ever been so late so many times before. It doesn’t even bother me one bit that I’m slacking off going to work. Don’t get me wrong, when I get there, I work my butt off. I’m dedicated in everything I do…I just have to get there first lol.
Just when things get “okay” like when I tell myself, “It’s okay, Mud. I think you’ll adjust to this place.” And then *BAM* something comes up and pisses the hell out of me. Like today. Last I remember, I applied for a customer service job. I don’t remember applying for a sales job. Now they’re making us sell and we have to meet a certain goal or else…….*shruggs* Sales is my weakest link. I can’t sell nothing. I remember in high school, yearbook days, I had the worst sales. I only got like 1-2 LOL I think we were suppose to reach 12 or something. I only got the 1-2 because my teacher gave me the sales. :p How sad. If people don’t want it, they won’t ask. That’s how I feel about selling.
I can’t get a new job right away because I might be moving away. Having too many jobs in such a short time isn’t something fancy for a job history. Job, I hate you, but I will tolerate for the moment until my nice face decides to suicide.
I made a new blog, but it’s not replacing this one. This blog is for my blahhhhhhh mind. All my evil thoughts and all my whatever blah. The other one is mainly for make up, fashion, hair, health, blah. :D I’m following Missy & Brigitte on their quest to get poorer due to shopping.
I can only identify Sohee and Yoobin (sometimes) when I see pictures of wonder girls. Sometimes I go, “Did they add a new member and kick someone out again?” lol
Surprisingly, I can recognize each SNSD member though, but not Super Junior. They’re on the same boat as Wonder Girls. I can only identify Sungmin because he’s my baby. And Eeteuk because he’s slut #3’s obsession, and Kibum because he was slut #3’s obsession for a few months, and Shindong because he’s just odd, and then Shiwon because he looks like that, and that’s all? Oh and Donghae because Stacy likes him! :D Is that all the members? Puahaha jk
No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go
You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze
And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby
I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby
You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though I bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
Even though I bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
