I didn’t mean to hurt you. I didn’t know doing it would hurt you so. knowing that I made you cry, it’s just unforgivable on my end. I don’t want to ever hurt you…but it hurts me too when I have to act like the adult because you can’t. I’m suppose to be the child like you said but how can I when you throw a fit that’s so child like. The words you said, it can’t be forgotten even though you’ve apologized. How can you deny my love? No one in this whole universe has my love as much as you do. What do I have to do to make you understand that? If you didn’t mean it, you would never had said those words…you would never had kept them inside of you for so long. Even though I’m just a kid in your eyes, it doesn’t mean I don’t have the capabilities to feel.
I didn’t mean to hurt you…but you tell me to do one thing then have me do another. What do you want me to do? You’ve placed me in this situation. I’m only trying to survive this world…your world. I want to leave but do I have the option? Would you let me go? Would you allow me to have opportunities like everyone else? Please give me the chance to spread my wings. I can’t make it in this world if my wings are useless. You are where I keep all my hopes & dreams, I’ll always fly back.
Please forgive me if I have to forget you for a moment…<3
Oh man! I’m all pumped up for this semester! I’m doing so good! Of course, I have luck to thank for that. I wonder if I can get a 4.0 GPA for this semester :D WAHAHAHAH. I’m taking 3 classes only though. I made a pact to never, ever take online classes again because I never do well at all. That’s due to my very poor time management skills. So I stopped taking it for one semester. My self confidence totally raised through the roof after one semester of no-online-classes. I felt I was good enough to try online classes again. So this summer, I signed up for 2 online courses. I’m doing so well! I got all my homework, assignments, and quizzes done on time (can’t say they were early though). Not only that, they score very high! I’ve never seen so many A’s in one semester! Haha *Pat on the back for Muddie*
Maybe I can earn that “Nerd” title this semester so I can be at the top w/ Missy :D
Anything released by YG, you can expect for something full of talent and awesomeness. They promote true talent and quality.
What truly snatched me was their bond as a family. They always get together to do a project, either on album or on stage. I was just heart broken about how home wrecked and different RS Promotion had become and I ran to kpop to fill in the emptiness. RS used to be such a family. They had projects out that allowed their singers to work together. They had a “Meeting” concert once a year where all the artists under the company came together to throw a huge concert. Now they don’t even do that. There’s hardly any projects out. They throw aside their old singers and stop promoting them.
“Well they had a crap load of makeup on sale for 75% off and I had coupons. I walked out with a bag full of makeup for 30 cents. No, actually it was 5 cents. I remember now, I found a dime on the floor and paid with it. So I made 5 cents.”
It all started with $86. When I first thought of the idea to start my own business, my mom supported me right away and offered her credit card for me to use for whatever I needed. Me, being the awesome great daughter I am, declined her kind offer. My sister’s dad on the other hand said, “You’ll be like those old women in the attic with cats all over,” because I worked day and night. Later when he saw progress, he became more supportive. :p Thanks.
It took years for me to get to where I am now with the ricey business. Loads and loads of research to find the right decorations, right materials and right suppliers. Usually when people ask me where I get my supplies, I “ignore” because they don’t read my FAQ or I just tell them it’s a secret.
I seriously don’t mind people making riceys and selling. I use to (only if they decorate like mine), I’ll admit that, but I’m all better now. :D I wasn’t the first to invent writing on rice, of course not, but I was the first to decorate my riceys in such a fancy way (and believe me, I did A LOT of research before starting my ricey business). It’s interesting seeing the idea spread. :D
What irritates me most these present days is when “family” members want to know where I get all my supplies. Just because you’re family doesn’t mean you’re any different…besides, I’ve cut off family ties, so it doesn’t get you closer to the ricey recipe. LOL I’m surprise they know I’m my mom’s daughter.
Where??? Haha so according to my records, I should have made some income just sitting around…but where is they?! I swear I don’t shop anymore freely like before. I haven’t even spoiled my siblings. Just been paying some bills here and there.
I really, really dislike some of those very disrespectful “news” blogs out there. They’re suppose to provide news and gossip, as so they advertise, but I really hate it when 90% of the article is the writer’s own personal opinion on how much the celebrity is such a whore, or how the celebrity’s boob is making him a happy guy tonight. Seriously, fucking bitches, kids read those damn shit and they don’t need to be hearing how you make yourself happy every night to get on with your pathetic life.
What’s more sad is that they consider themselves “professional journalists.” Yeah, quoted from them exactly. Some of the shit they write are not even “news” and not even close to “gossip!” Bringing up some shit from 2 years ago because they JUST realized it. Maybe if they fucking brought the REAL CD of their idol, they would be able to read the credits in the pamphlets available in ALL original CDs. Haha, they’re proud of the shit they write? Proud of looking down on another country’s music because it sounds “oh so similiar” to their country’s music (as if their country’s music is sooo not similar to any other country’s and they’re sooo original *cough*).
Anyway, that’s why I chose to favor blogs such as Dirtii Laundry. :D They balance the chemistry and their sense of humor is much more high class…or maybe we just hate the same celebrities and I’m fine w/ everything they do. LOL
Finally Park Bom debuts with 2ne1, but not alone like I thought. I know they debuted with the “Lollipop” song, but I think Big Bang stole the limelight because, DAMN, Taeyang’s just sexy! Anyway, Park Bom debuts with 3 other members, CL, Minzy, and Dara.
Park Bom really stands out…why? Because she looks soooo…..awkward. I mean, come on, she’s been performing so much and had more experience than the others on stage, yet it looks like she’s not yet ready to appear on stage. Even if you don’t know who’s who in the group, I think you can pick out which one Bom is. :p
Anyway, the group’s sparking. Full of talent (minus Bom’s awkwardness) and I never thought I would like someone as “ghetto” as CL, but CL brings a lot of class to the group. She’s totally the life of 2ne1 and she rocks the stage!
