Leaving RS was probably the smartest thing to ever do. RS would have sooner or later dump him to the side like their other singers.

Darv’s making me watch Coffee Prince…

Muddie: So did you get all gigady at the gay love scenes of Coffee prince?

Darvie: It’s not gay. The guy is a girl.

Muddie: Right…Does telling you that make you feel better about the scene? LOL

Darvie: Obviously. Duh!

Credit: `Nonnetta

She said those words so proud and I couldn’t be any happier for her. It saddens me that their marriage lasted only a little over a year, but he was nothing from the start. No job, no career, no goals, no dreams, and most importantly, no love. Why did they get marry in the first place? The news of their marriage shocked me. I didn’t even know who this guy was. They never even dated.

My dear cousin…she just lost her baby a few weeks ago and just a few days ago, her [now ex] husband threatened her life with a kitchen knife. The fucking bastard. She was able to escape that night and never look back. She has never been so happy being single.

What is marriage? Nothing. Something that used to bind two people in love together, now holds no meaning to me. Everyone around me is getting a divorce, left and right. Marriage is a total joke. “I’m getting married!” I’ll laugh at those words and I’ll count down for them.

I used to never believed in divorce. I’ve always thought, “You have to stay together and work it out for the children.” Once it hit home, I changed my belief. Divorce is also a way to work it out for the children. It’s not safe to live in a house that lacks love.

I used to be disappointed at the ladies who would let their virginity go before marriage. Now that marriage means nothing, I guess there’s no point in me being disappointed at all.

Last night I couldn’t sleep although I had attempted to go to bed earlier than usual. It’s been a while since I cried like that. I cried for those who has lost their loved ones…cried for those who had wasted their love…and, I cried for me. What will my future hold? One of the objective in life is to find your soul mate, one in which you would spend your entire future with. Now it’s just whatever. I think I’ll be more happy being a single independent woman.

“You’re too emotional and sensitive for your own good. You need to toughen up a bit. The world is full of crap and you can’t feel sorry or sad for everyone.” Word of advice and encouragement from Pa last night.

Ah, Pa knows I just like to cry for the hell of it. Like a fool, I cry for everyone. I had visited Pa last summer in MN and caught a glimpse of her life and her support system. I couldn’t stop crying from the very moment we departed, and during the way back to my home in NC. I worried for her so much. I felt so guilty having to leave her behind. She’s strong, yet she’s not. What a fool, she told me when I finally told her of this after almost a year.

“You know too many sad people,” Missy pointed out to me last night as well. Do I? I like to think of it as “a story” that everyone has. It’s just up to them if they want to learn and be a better person from their story or not. With everyone I meet, I always wonder what “story” they hold.

——–<3

Bury my heart. Save me from the unneeded sorrow that lies ahead.

Reading this fanfiction is pissing me off. The main lead is freaking weaksauce. Everything is freaking predictable. Writing style annoyed me so much I had to edit the whole damn thing before I could even read it! So why am I reading it? LOL Well, I won’t know unless I read it. The ending might make up for everything, though I currently don’t have much faith in that. See? I’m not all bad. I mean, atleast I’m not just listening to shit talkers and then tagging along w/ them. :D I’m leading them! HAHA jk *runs off*

I totally bombed that final exam! T____T I didn’t study good enough…Crammed in everything too quickly and some information escaped. My mind went blank on a few questions that I SHOULD have known the answers to. What did I make? A freaking “B”!!!! Might not be bad for some, but as someone who’s trying to achieve the title “Nerd,” a “B” is TERRIBLE!

But, my overall final grade for the class is an “A” ^__^ So I’m happy.

>_< Waiting for test results from PSY next. Eek….

They piss me off. Taking an animal from their family or environment to keep as a “pet” and then let it starve or abuse it. I hate them all! You all know who you are! (e_o)

I love my South East Asian men! They’re so sexy, well built, well tanned, and just plain perfect!

Just like Poh! Muahaha When asked to comment on the Korean trend going on, he states:

“I think the Korean trend is very prominent in Thailand because of fashion. I’m not saying it;s not a good thing. But one thing that will never change is the Thai look. I’m proud to be Thai and to have a face like a real Thai, just like my ancestors. I think the highlight about me is my smile and my down to earth nature. The kind of quality that all Thais’ possess, that’s why we’re called the land of smile”

I love his answer and I loveeee his smile. I think everyone will go through a Korean phrase…been there done that, and here I am, running back to my true love: Thailand. ^_^ I think I wrote something similiar in a previous entry. It’s exciting to be in the Korean phrase at first, but later you’ll realize that something’s missing, as if your heart’s not complete.

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