Here’s something for you to do Missy. lol

http://www.firstgiving.com/think-jersey

It can be your donation for this month. It’s for a sarNie member who help with after school programs. :D I’m going to donate. I just forgot my card in my car. Shucks.

I’ve never missed Seunghee soooooo much ever. Been thinking about him for the past few days everywhere I go. This just proves that I’m so damn loyal lol. After…how many years now? I’m the most loyal CBFer haha Most loyal and most lame, but it doesn’t matter. Anyway, I hope Seunghee returns soon, I can’t wait to have him back! Then we’ll get married…and have like millions of kids…and grow old together…tee-hee

Pa: g’morning sunshine…a new day has come…forgive and forget everything that happened yesterday and live for today… :p

Muddie: Wtf…………………………are you high? If not…and you’re a new nicer person, then thank you…(?) lol

Pa: Dude…I’ve always been nice…I was born nice! Good genes…run in the family lol

Muddie: Ok, you just made it more unbelieavable now.

Pa: And you just have no faith!

Muddie: Sarah’s acting too nice…What’s wrong with her…and YOU?

This is a great awesome new year. I love it already, however I’m going to be busier than ever.

I school full time and I work full time.

I was going to take 5 classes, Monday through Saturday. Yeah, a Saturday morning class (8AM to 1:30PM). Ouch. Then I work on Sunday morning to night. That’s like…0 days off!

I decided that it was too much and I need one day off or I’ll go crazy. :D Besides that, I will have to make time to exercise. I’m already on a strict diet and it’s going very very well! :D Day 14!

Anyway, I was thinking…how can I have time to exercise (will take probably 1-2 hours a day) and study at the same time?? So I think what I’m going to do is read my book into a recorder and listen to my recorder while I walk, jog, yoga, stretch, blah blah. I think I’ll get too disgusted hearing my own voice. haha!

My sisters are also joining in the work out every once in a while, so it’s a great motivation. I’m never home at the same time everyone else is, so I’ll be working out alone a lot. I wish I can join a gym so I can go to the yoga and aerobic classes but I don’t think I’ll have time for that. I get home around 1PM from school and leave the house by 3PM for work.

I wonder how Missy’s doing with her diet and exercise. That pigsy ^_^ She’s on the same diet as me so it helps motivate…except I feel bad. :p I told her she can quit at anytime and just not tell me haha. But she said she’s going to stick to it because she needs discipline.

My sleeping habit is fixed! O-M-G! I know. Yeah. I sleep like a normal person now. I jump right in bed when I get home (after I prepare for bed of course) and I wake up in time for everything. Except on Saturdays when I sleep in x_X…because I come home friday night and stay home. Ok, I spoil myself once a week by letting myself stay up on Friday nights. But I still consider my sleeping habit fixed!

So exciting! WTF is wrong with me? *Bang* I like school? WTF? I’m happy about exercising? WTF? I can sleep at normal hours now? WTF?

I’m sure many have heard the song “Because of you” by Kelly Clarkson…or others who’s done a cover of it. Such an emotional song that touches the heart…blah blah blah. Well, I hate the song.

Let’s say there’s person A and then person B. :D How can A let B affect A so bad that A ruins their own life…then goes off and blame B. Nothing’s good or bad…it only is because A thinks it is.

Blah blah blah…everyone is guilty of this. My point is…*slap* QUIT IT! Get yourself together.

Even in bad situation, one should make the best of it. Learn to make yourself grow from the situation, not shrink.

So when Hak sent me the song, I told him I hated it. Then he was like, “Awww, why? Did someone hurt you?” [/sarcasm] Of course not! It’s because the person’s weaksauce and ruined her own life. Then they go and sing about it to get pity and sympathy. That shiet is not going to make A grow, that stupid bastard! [/evil]

PS. I’m bored today so I’ll be writing a few entries.

1) Transfer school. Can’t decide if I want to stay in state or go out of state.
2) Get a better pink phone muahahaha
3) Ace all my classes…or atleast Beace it!
4) Kick Darvie’s ass
5) Learn some more programming
6) Pay off my debt I should be able to do it in a few months
7) My friend told me to find a boyfriend because I’m too lame. I need to make applications.
8) Go to California this summer to meet someone special and other folks
9) Spend time with PMS (The cool awesome group )
10) Spend time with CBFers
11) Get an ultra cool professional camera
12) Get healthy!
13) Get more awesomer than I already am (is that possible?)
14) Get TBC published
15) Stop procrastinating (although procrastination gave me a few A’s in 2008 muahaha)

Muddie: Pinky swear?
Darvie: Pinky’s weaksauce. I use the thumb.